First blog

Today is the first day I've decided to start a blog. Not really sure why I've decided to venture into this part of the internet but, I'm here.
I've never been good at journaling. When I was younger (8-10), I kept a diary. It was probably my only way of expressing my feelings at the time, and now that I think of it, was very lame. I wrote things about how much I loved Corey Haim and New Kids on the Block, and then how much I hated my step dad. We didn't exactly get along during my "tween" years. I may have even written "a$$hole" in it, which was a serious crime in my christian family.
One day I came home from school, feeling very innocent as usual, to find my mother in my room reading my diary. From that moment on my mother and mine's relationship changed forever and I stopped documenting my feelings for fear of someone finding out. I was in a ton of trouble, probably grounded for quite a while-I think my Nintendo even got taken away- so writing has had a negative vibe for me since.
So lately I've just wanted to start writing stuff down about my life and I figured this would be the easiest way to do it since I can type like 1000 words a minute!
Me in a nut shell...I'm a mother of 3 year old twin boys, I work as a 911 dispatcher in southern CA, and am happily married. Life is good, just chaotic at times.